Where is my life partner

I was a long distance truck driver spending most my time in europe delivering supplies to the cruise liners.Last october[2011] my father died so i have had to give up work to take care of my mother full time as she is dying of emphersima and needs 24 hour care so i am not working at the moment .I am taking this time to try and find my soul mate i don't judge so idealy i am very attracted to women who need to start a fresh life putting there past behind them i don't care if you where a mass murderer or a nun befour as long as theres no lies and your up front and honest about your past i don't judge as long as you just want to be in love and commit to a relationship till death do us part. So if your lonly and feel your life is going nowhere due to what ever reson and want a man to take you in there arms and hold you safe as long as you feel you could commit to a loving relationship with all that involves like being a wife then why not talk to me Love and kisses roy