Words about life

At one time I had a chunky list of things I thought would make a great wife, but then I discovered that they were all perceptions of my ego. Then I had a list with rounded corners and eye-catching details, but that list created more maintenance for me than I could deal with if there were two Sundays per week and church and a clipboard. So now I just want to be happy and share that happiness with someone that wants to share their happiness that looks nice and is a good person and we can laugh and live together and say goodnight to the moon. Oh, the country isn't the matter, it doesn't matter, it's just a preference. Renai