" I am a handful...:) I'm strong willed, sometimes stubborn, independent, a bit outspoken and I'll tell it like it is. I make mistakes , I am sometimes out of control and at times hard to handle but I love and give with all..(...) If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure don't deserve me at my best. " Sometimes, in the evening, I spend a lot of time thinking at William Blake's words...and another few of Adam Frank: "Unfortunately, most of us don't know how to hold eternity in the palm of our hands. In fact, most of us feel lucky if we can just hold it together until the end of the day. The problem, of course, is that mostly we've lost our minds.... Our attention is endlessly lost in the endless blur of appointments, to-do lists, worry, concern and agitation that makes up modern life. Sometimes, however, for the briefest moment, we do pick up a scent that there is something more going on than this daily round of survival. But those moments pass and waves of mundane urgency swallow us again. Tumbling through the chaos of our day-to-days, we wonder if Blake's vision of a broader, more expansive experience is nothing more than a poet's fancy. Can we really see the Universe in a grain of sand, even as we slog through traffic? Can we really hold infinity in our hands ...? " If you can't understand the meaning of that, please don't bother to write me. I don't have time to waste and neither you.