Sad man looking for something.

"I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much, I guess. Peace, love, empathy..." As you can see that's not something I've wrote. I'm lazy, but i can describe myself writing other peoples quotations. That would tell something about me. What do i look for? 'She' will know that when I'll find her. Or when she will find me, if she shall.